Mad
Je m’en bat mes couiles de vous.. de florian ni sylvain.
S, tu m’écris que quand tu t’ennuies et ça me soule. Tu m’avais donné des espoirs, what we could be. But you don’t give a damn so fuck you.
Et F, tu croyais que t’es le plus beau du monde. Je m’en bat les couilles si tu veux niquer avec toutes les meufs qui bouges.
Je me sentais seul. I know it’s not good and it’s all the contraire of the woman i want to become. Independent and doesn’t care about boys. It might be my hormones talking i don’t know. But i really need the attention right now. I’m sad and I’m mad. Fuck it. Why does all the boys that i like doesn’t like me back and i can’t seem to like someone’s who likes me? Why heart couldn’t be forced to love someone who’s good for me?
I like you S, i don’t know why. Maybe because i like the thrill of not living normally, or maybe because you made a good impression on me that i like you that much despite all the facts. I hate you that I’m falling for you. That you made it seems like you like me too. I’m stupid like honestly this is de la merde.
Why would you do that? You like having me as your second option? Or do you like having me on your leash? Or are you afraid? Why? I don’t get you stop playing a game i hate you so bad. I’m mad i want not to give a fuck. That’s my motto. Not giving a fuck on shit not worth giving a fuck but i do i really do give a fuck if you like me or not
I feel bad to Mickael, i used him as a safety net because i needed the attention. Maybe this is karma. I know this is not what am i supposed to do. I’m way too deep in this shit to just vanish from him.
But he is not who i want. He flirts but it doesn’t gives me butterflies, nothing. Because i want someone else.
I want to love, head over heels like i used to. I want someone who’ll make me feel good every time we talked.
S, tu m’écris que quand tu t’ennuies et ça me soule. Tu m’avais donné des espoirs, what we could be. But you don’t give a damn so fuck you.
Et F, tu croyais que t’es le plus beau du monde. Je m’en bat les couilles si tu veux niquer avec toutes les meufs qui bouges.
Je me sentais seul. I know it’s not good and it’s all the contraire of the woman i want to become. Independent and doesn’t care about boys. It might be my hormones talking i don’t know. But i really need the attention right now. I’m sad and I’m mad. Fuck it. Why does all the boys that i like doesn’t like me back and i can’t seem to like someone’s who likes me? Why heart couldn’t be forced to love someone who’s good for me?
I like you S, i don’t know why. Maybe because i like the thrill of not living normally, or maybe because you made a good impression on me that i like you that much despite all the facts. I hate you that I’m falling for you. That you made it seems like you like me too. I’m stupid like honestly this is de la merde.
Why would you do that? You like having me as your second option? Or do you like having me on your leash? Or are you afraid? Why? I don’t get you stop playing a game i hate you so bad. I’m mad i want not to give a fuck. That’s my motto. Not giving a fuck on shit not worth giving a fuck but i do i really do give a fuck if you like me or not
I feel bad to Mickael, i used him as a safety net because i needed the attention. Maybe this is karma. I know this is not what am i supposed to do. I’m way too deep in this shit to just vanish from him.
But he is not who i want. He flirts but it doesn’t gives me butterflies, nothing. Because i want someone else.
I want to love, head over heels like i used to. I want someone who’ll make me feel good every time we talked.
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