To my dearest friends
My dearest friends
Friendship. It's a funny thing. I've had several best friends in my 20 years of living. I've always have this fear of being left by my friends. Whether they forget me or they were too busy of other things. This irrational feeling of not being able to spend lots of time with them as time goes by.. but then again, i had my reasons. People grew apart and that's life, but you're still are my dearest friends. I valued friendship as much as i valued life, i valued all my times being with you guys. Through ups and downs, how you guys were always there, how you guys know how to make me laugh and cheer up on my darkest days. I love you guys so much even the word love is an understatement to how i felt having you guys in my life.
My dearest friend, my high school friend. Della, merlin, giovani, may. It's funny how we ended up being together. How we kept our friendship for 8 years. Can you imagine that? I remember saying to you guys and somewhat making a pack to never forget each other. We did it! Though we barely see each other, though we were seperated by continents, we still have our daily heys and what'ups. I don't want this to end. I am what i am because of you guys, how i learn to see things differently because we were somehow different yet so much alike. How we evolved from the first time we met.. mentally and physically. I remember when i was going to france. I was done crying on my way to the airport but once i saw you guys infront of the gate, i burst out crying knowing that i won't be able to see you anymore. How i yearn that we grew old (and successful) together and we're still the way we are today. To my dearest friend, i know where to turn to when i was sad. When i had a story to tell, you guys are in my mind. I cannot express how lucky i am to land this perfect friendship. The great quintet. I'm not gonna lie, at one point of my life, i've wished to have a different set of friends. I didn't remember why but i couldn't be anymore wrong. I remember how i was so afraid that our friendship would fade away once we get off to college, how you guys would make another friends and we'll be a mere acquaintance. And now i am proud to say that we won't. We complete each other, we're like the perfect balance with each of our personalities. And that's why i love you guys.
My dearest friends, who accompanied me during my time in france. Jessie and gabriel. We are so different, and that open my eyes to a whole new world. How my life would've been so bland without gab's sassy comment or jessie's jokes. Through all the drama, i am happy to be able to be by your side. We might know each other just recently, we had a different background stories and life before we met but boy did i learned a lot by you guys. Thank you for putting up with my annoying rants, jokes, mood swings, and so many more. Know that i value my friendship with you guys more than you think. Maybe it's my nature, but I'm not regretting this. I remember missing you guys so very much during my 4 months of internship. How i was so excited to get back to Strasbourg and see you guys after 2 months being apart.
Gabe, i know that love is important to you, i know how you perceive love. Although you might forget about me once you've met a guy to fall in love with all over again, but please know this, i love you and i want to thank you for all the things you've did. You remember my 2018 new year's resolution to love unconditionally? I think about you when i wrote that. I want to learn to love you unconditionally despite what ever things you've said that annoys me. Don't worry, you're not annoying, we're just different. And that's why i had to learn to see things in your prespective. I won't lie, i still haven't succeed at all times but at least i learn to be patient, i learn to swallow my pride to be able to say sorry, i learn to see things positively. You wrote "bitch you'll get used" on my loving unconditionally resolution. But honestly, since i wrote it for you, i don't think that will happen because i trust you.
I never looked up to a friend as much as i did to you, jessie. You're the mature one in our trio.. yet you're the childish one when it comes to having fun. I've always admired how you kept to your path with Jesus despite your freedom. I had a friend back in indonesia, she always told me to pray, to go to church, to be saint. She gave me a hand written book filled with 27 bible quotes before i left to france. But being a "saint" is all she could do, she never had a chance to try the wild life, so it is easy for her to say, that's why i never really appreciate it whenever she said that. But when it comes from you, i would take it by heart. You went to clubs, you drink alcohol, but you did it all with responsibility, you had the choice to be one of those people who goes wild but you didn't, that's why i admires you.
Our passion is the same, we're in this journey to reach our dreams together. You're never boastful even though you're more advanced than me. I've never wished someone to have a great future more than i wish it for you.
To my dearest friends, whatever the future holds, whether we will still be friends in 30 years from now, whether we're too busy with our lifes and never to speak with each other again, i am more than happy to say that i am proud to be able to know you guys and stuck with you guys for a moment in my life. Thank you for everything.
Friendship. It's a funny thing. I've had several best friends in my 20 years of living. I've always have this fear of being left by my friends. Whether they forget me or they were too busy of other things. This irrational feeling of not being able to spend lots of time with them as time goes by.. but then again, i had my reasons. People grew apart and that's life, but you're still are my dearest friends. I valued friendship as much as i valued life, i valued all my times being with you guys. Through ups and downs, how you guys were always there, how you guys know how to make me laugh and cheer up on my darkest days. I love you guys so much even the word love is an understatement to how i felt having you guys in my life.
My dearest friend, my high school friend. Della, merlin, giovani, may. It's funny how we ended up being together. How we kept our friendship for 8 years. Can you imagine that? I remember saying to you guys and somewhat making a pack to never forget each other. We did it! Though we barely see each other, though we were seperated by continents, we still have our daily heys and what'ups. I don't want this to end. I am what i am because of you guys, how i learn to see things differently because we were somehow different yet so much alike. How we evolved from the first time we met.. mentally and physically. I remember when i was going to france. I was done crying on my way to the airport but once i saw you guys infront of the gate, i burst out crying knowing that i won't be able to see you anymore. How i yearn that we grew old (and successful) together and we're still the way we are today. To my dearest friend, i know where to turn to when i was sad. When i had a story to tell, you guys are in my mind. I cannot express how lucky i am to land this perfect friendship. The great quintet. I'm not gonna lie, at one point of my life, i've wished to have a different set of friends. I didn't remember why but i couldn't be anymore wrong. I remember how i was so afraid that our friendship would fade away once we get off to college, how you guys would make another friends and we'll be a mere acquaintance. And now i am proud to say that we won't. We complete each other, we're like the perfect balance with each of our personalities. And that's why i love you guys.
My dearest friends, who accompanied me during my time in france. Jessie and gabriel. We are so different, and that open my eyes to a whole new world. How my life would've been so bland without gab's sassy comment or jessie's jokes. Through all the drama, i am happy to be able to be by your side. We might know each other just recently, we had a different background stories and life before we met but boy did i learned a lot by you guys. Thank you for putting up with my annoying rants, jokes, mood swings, and so many more. Know that i value my friendship with you guys more than you think. Maybe it's my nature, but I'm not regretting this. I remember missing you guys so very much during my 4 months of internship. How i was so excited to get back to Strasbourg and see you guys after 2 months being apart.
Gabe, i know that love is important to you, i know how you perceive love. Although you might forget about me once you've met a guy to fall in love with all over again, but please know this, i love you and i want to thank you for all the things you've did. You remember my 2018 new year's resolution to love unconditionally? I think about you when i wrote that. I want to learn to love you unconditionally despite what ever things you've said that annoys me. Don't worry, you're not annoying, we're just different. And that's why i had to learn to see things in your prespective. I won't lie, i still haven't succeed at all times but at least i learn to be patient, i learn to swallow my pride to be able to say sorry, i learn to see things positively. You wrote "bitch you'll get used" on my loving unconditionally resolution. But honestly, since i wrote it for you, i don't think that will happen because i trust you.
I never looked up to a friend as much as i did to you, jessie. You're the mature one in our trio.. yet you're the childish one when it comes to having fun. I've always admired how you kept to your path with Jesus despite your freedom. I had a friend back in indonesia, she always told me to pray, to go to church, to be saint. She gave me a hand written book filled with 27 bible quotes before i left to france. But being a "saint" is all she could do, she never had a chance to try the wild life, so it is easy for her to say, that's why i never really appreciate it whenever she said that. But when it comes from you, i would take it by heart. You went to clubs, you drink alcohol, but you did it all with responsibility, you had the choice to be one of those people who goes wild but you didn't, that's why i admires you.
Our passion is the same, we're in this journey to reach our dreams together. You're never boastful even though you're more advanced than me. I've never wished someone to have a great future more than i wish it for you.
To my dearest friends, whatever the future holds, whether we will still be friends in 30 years from now, whether we're too busy with our lifes and never to speak with each other again, i am more than happy to say that i am proud to be able to know you guys and stuck with you guys for a moment in my life. Thank you for everything.
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