Je t’en veux plus

i just found out that florian blocked me from instagram. I was alone in the tram and i just wanted a quick peek on his profile, and turns out he blocked me and you know what, i found myself smiling by myself until i got home. Why? Because he knew i blocked him first so he block me. And that just give me pleasure. Before it was always him who break the connection between us and as if i was the one who’s always wanting him back. Non mec, je t’en veux plus. You’re dead to me. Since you unfollow me from instagram, that was actually the thing that i need. It was the day i felt i was liberated from your chain. That was the day i finally let go of you fully. The pictures i still hold on to, gone. Je pense plus à toi. J’ai rien à foutre de toi et franchement c’était grace à toi. Plus if he realised that i blocked him, that just mean he wanted to open my profile until he realised i blocked him. Good. I don’t want you anymore i am better off without you.

I honestly can’t picture you in my head anymore. I can’t remember how you look no matter how i tried to find your face in my head. There’s just no memory of your face anymore in my head. I thought maybe it was just because i did not see you for a couple of months that’s why i can’t picture your face anymore. But then again i still can picture my friends who i haven’t seen in like 5 months or more. You’re gone. If there’s a day that i met you somewhere in Strasbourg, i am pretty sure i can just take a glance at you and look away as if you were nothing to me. I am so happy with that fact. Goodbye for good. Je t’en veux plus mec.