Tu es le pire faute de ma vie
That’s what i said when you broke up with me, i was sad and angry. A moment along the way, i did not thought it was true. Maybe you were a lesson. But you are a lesson that hurts so fucking bad. A lesson that haunts me in the worst way possible, day and night. Yesterday you unfollowed me from instagram and snapchat. I was going to do so long before but i thought i just don’t want to be that childish and cut off our connection, and plus i kinda want to showcase my happiness without you. Gabe met you twice in Stasbourg, with different girls. Must’ve been your tinder dates, who you’ll take out, fuck, and left. Because that’s just what you are man.
Yes, you were mistake, it was a mistake to date you from the first place, it was my mistake not to break up with you when i wanted to, it was my mistake to lower myself as if i’m begging for you, it was my mistake not to cut off our connection from the beginning.
Maybe, the main reason that i haven’t completely moved on from you is that because i let myself to think about you, to make scenarios in my head what could’ve happened and what we could’ve become. I make a promise to myself, i will not do it again. No more you, not even in my dreams. You’re not worth it not even the slightest bit. Tu me dégoûtes. I’ve officially deleted the last trace of you, the photo of us and your contact. That’s actually relieving. I guess thank you for giving me this last straw. You made it easy to get over your assholeness. I needed it, for my own good, right now I’m not gonna focus on trying to look like i’m winning the break up but i will focus on making mysef truly truly feel better, not just social media happiness but i will have to actually be happy. Enough of hoping about you, cause you ain’t coming back, i knew it then and i knew it now. You’re a jerk and i’m better off without you.
You were a mistake, and a lesson i have to take. I will stop myself from thinking about you, to even have revenge on you through your friend. I will cut you off completely just like you completely cut me off. The next time we see each other you’ll see me happy and not giving a slightest fuck about you. Because the only way i’m winning this break up is for me to actually be happy again, without you, without the need to show it to you.
I won’t lie that i’m still scared to shit about what should i do if i saw your tinder peofile? What if i met you on one of your tinder dates somewhere around Strasbourg? And that’s it. I will have to be better so i don’t have to give a shit about those things, so one day if i ran into you, i could just pass by you like we’re strangers and nothing ever happened. Like you weren’t the asshole that completely broke me into pieces leaving me glueing the pieces together for the past 2 months.
I will not be that pathetic girl, no i am not. I won’t sink down anymore. I will not think about you.
Yes, you were mistake, it was a mistake to date you from the first place, it was my mistake not to break up with you when i wanted to, it was my mistake to lower myself as if i’m begging for you, it was my mistake not to cut off our connection from the beginning.
Maybe, the main reason that i haven’t completely moved on from you is that because i let myself to think about you, to make scenarios in my head what could’ve happened and what we could’ve become. I make a promise to myself, i will not do it again. No more you, not even in my dreams. You’re not worth it not even the slightest bit. Tu me dégoûtes. I’ve officially deleted the last trace of you, the photo of us and your contact. That’s actually relieving. I guess thank you for giving me this last straw. You made it easy to get over your assholeness. I needed it, for my own good, right now I’m not gonna focus on trying to look like i’m winning the break up but i will focus on making mysef truly truly feel better, not just social media happiness but i will have to actually be happy. Enough of hoping about you, cause you ain’t coming back, i knew it then and i knew it now. You’re a jerk and i’m better off without you.
You were a mistake, and a lesson i have to take. I will stop myself from thinking about you, to even have revenge on you through your friend. I will cut you off completely just like you completely cut me off. The next time we see each other you’ll see me happy and not giving a slightest fuck about you. Because the only way i’m winning this break up is for me to actually be happy again, without you, without the need to show it to you.
I won’t lie that i’m still scared to shit about what should i do if i saw your tinder peofile? What if i met you on one of your tinder dates somewhere around Strasbourg? And that’s it. I will have to be better so i don’t have to give a shit about those things, so one day if i ran into you, i could just pass by you like we’re strangers and nothing ever happened. Like you weren’t the asshole that completely broke me into pieces leaving me glueing the pieces together for the past 2 months.
I will not be that pathetic girl, no i am not. I won’t sink down anymore. I will not think about you.
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